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Kalim al-Asim ([personal profile] goldencharms) wrote2023-10-31 08:04 pm
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[she's got her face buried in a pillow and even if she's still wearing her bunny kigu, she's got a blanket over that like she's trying to hide herself from the world? maybe because she wishes she could ACTUALLY do it.

but there's a choking noise and the crying abruptly stops (or at least like, there's an attempt that's clearly not working because a couple of sobs sneak through anyway).

maybe if she's quiet enough he'll just go back to bed—]
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
... Don't wanna—[a sob, followed by a wheezy breath as she tries to draw some air back in]—bother you.
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't make a move to get away, but the shivering and trembling are incredibly apparent.]

But your blot—
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
L—Leona said feelings... matter... and I don't—wa-want you to feel bad.
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[THIS IS TERRORISM. She tries not to cry more, and to hold it back, but she just... bursts into tears again, a fresh wave of just inconsolable crying that she can't control.]

How? Don't I make it worse!? I'm always miserable, it's gotta be a problem—
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Then how about all the times I make you worry?? I know that happens, I—I'm even doing it right now, right?

I'm a problem.
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I—I guess, but...

No one's ever worried about me. They've only ever—said it's a problem... so it's... gotta be one, right?
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[hey shouldn't you think that about yourself, kalim]

Mother always said it did.

[Notable difference in terms used, it's not "mama" like she does for Ai.]
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
When I was sick. Not mama.
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
... Yeah.

So... I'm sorry. I'm just... always a problem. For wanting too much. Not thinking about you. I stopped being careful. I shouldn't have.
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Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
... You... I—I let you down, right? By making you feel like you let me down? You couldn't. Ever. And that you feel like you're... responsible for it... and... like it's your fault if something happens to me and it's not, but it's still because of me—

[she's burying her face back in the pillow, and her next words are muffled]

I need... to get better...

Re: day 36, very late

[personal profile] aididitmyway 2024-06-18 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
—No! It's—... I was happy you were finally saying something... because you don't...

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