Clearly I do, because this should never have happened in the first place! You were the one who said it wasn't a prank! This is why you should listen to me!
[Oops, Jamil is maybe going off a bit. This isn't even what he was upset about in the first place, but it's a convenient outlet for it 😔 After all, if it had been poison, they'd both be fucked and it would be his fault.]
You would have said no one would do anything like this, either.
[But someone did. And that's the next order of business, after waiting out however long it takes for the effects to wear off (and they are doing exactly that, there's no way either of them can go out in public while they're this vulnerable): figuring out exactly whose wise idea this was. As soon as he has the thought Jamil begins running down his mental roster of all the dorm members. The most likely candidates would be anyone still holding a grudge from winter break, but nobody has been causing problems about that recently...
At some point Jamil had gotten to his feet in his consternation, and now he sits down on Kalim's bed with a heavy sigh. Great. This was supposed to be a homework session and now he has this to worry about too. Now he really is stressed.]
[ he watches him pace, and settles on one of the cushions on the floor, tugging his knee into his chest. And still... Jamil hasn't answered his question. Was there something else?
He should be able to puzzle it out. but it's still frustratingly hard... He frowns to himself, the gears in his head trying to turn. ]
[ ... but puzzling over it isn't getting him anywhere, and so he exhales. ]
Cheer up, Jamil! We can still do our homework, right? No more talking about poison or pranks! Besides, if it were really dangerous, I wouldn't have brought it to you at all!
[Oh no. Kalim does not get to dodge this one when Jamil's had answers inadvertently forced out of him all evening. He angrily slams his hand onto the floor between them with quite some force.]
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[ he says in response, immediately. his eyebrows draw together, and he frowns, thinking about how (or what) he wants to say next. ]
No one would do that here-- it was probably someone's idea of a joke. Or a prank!
[ he says, backing off a bit from his insistent tone, instead rocking on his heels lightly. ]
You really don't need to worry that much, Jamil.
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[Oops, Jamil is maybe going off a bit. This isn't even what he was upset about in the first place, but it's a convenient outlet for it 😔 After all, if it had been poison, they'd both be fucked and it would be his fault.]
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I'm sorry.
[ he laughs awkwardly, ]
But no way would someone have done something like poisoning here! I still really think that, so it's definitely a different kind of prank.
[ and he would have known as soon as he tasted it, after all. ]
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[But someone did. And that's the next order of business, after waiting out however long it takes for the effects to wear off (and they are doing exactly that, there's no way either of them can go out in public while they're this vulnerable): figuring out exactly whose wise idea this was. As soon as he has the thought Jamil begins running down his mental roster of all the dorm members. The most likely candidates would be anyone still holding a grudge from winter break, but nobody has been causing problems about that recently...
At some point Jamil had gotten to his feet in his consternation, and now he sits down on Kalim's bed with a heavy sigh. Great. This was supposed to be a homework session and now he has this to worry about too. Now he really is stressed.]
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[ he watches him pace, and settles on one of the cushions on the floor, tugging his knee into his chest. And still... Jamil hasn't answered his question. Was there something else?
He should be able to puzzle it out. but it's still frustratingly hard... He frowns to himself, the gears in his head trying to turn. ]
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Cheer up, Jamil! We can still do our homework, right? No more talking about poison or pranks! Besides, if it were really dangerous, I wouldn't have brought it to you at all!
[ wait. ]
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What? That's the entire point of bringing it to me in the first place.
[Did Kalim his his head???]
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No, if I thought it was really dangerous, I would've put it aside. But I still wanted to try it...
[ ... and sometimes, anxiety brain is not the most rational. ]
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What? Kalim, what else do you think I'm tasting your food for?
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[ they are a two way street, but if he's going to say this stuff... he's going to commit. ]
... Again. Mnnngh. I don't like it.
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If you only bring me food you think is harmless, that defeats the entire purpose of me testing it in the first place!
[HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN DOING THIS]
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[ there are ways to ah dale this with more finesse. Or to just not say anything to avoid conflict, his personal favorite. But the words are out there.
… and if he were asked how long he had been doing this, it would’ve been a long time. ]
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It looks a little like a pout. ]
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Kalim! Answer me!
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Mmnnngh....
[ ... but he's losing the battle, and the truth comes tumbling out, ]
Nothing! I didn't want you to know!
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You realize I'm the one who could get in trouble for this?!
[His voice is about an octave higher. He feels a little light-headed just thinking about it.]
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[ oh no... jamil looks... really stressed out, actually. this was why it was better to not tell him.
truth potions are dangerous... ]
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[He's not even responding to Kalim at this point. He's just hysterically going through worst case scenarios.]
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[ oh. Actually, that was definitely the wrong thing to say, but he is still going to push through it. ]
But we should talk about something else, you look really upset!