[ ... but puzzling over it isn't getting him anywhere, and so he exhales. ]
Cheer up, Jamil! We can still do our homework, right? No more talking about poison or pranks! Besides, if it were really dangerous, I wouldn't have brought it to you at all!
[Oh no. Kalim does not get to dodge this one when Jamil's had answers inadvertently forced out of him all evening. He angrily slams his hand onto the floor between them with quite some force.]
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Cheer up, Jamil! We can still do our homework, right? No more talking about poison or pranks! Besides, if it were really dangerous, I wouldn't have brought it to you at all!
[ wait. ]
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What? That's the entire point of bringing it to me in the first place.
[Did Kalim his his head???]
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No, if I thought it was really dangerous, I would've put it aside. But I still wanted to try it...
[ ... and sometimes, anxiety brain is not the most rational. ]
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What? Kalim, what else do you think I'm tasting your food for?
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[ they are a two way street, but if he's going to say this stuff... he's going to commit. ]
... Again. Mnnngh. I don't like it.
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If you only bring me food you think is harmless, that defeats the entire purpose of me testing it in the first place!
[HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN DOING THIS]
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[ there are ways to ah dale this with more finesse. Or to just not say anything to avoid conflict, his personal favorite. But the words are out there.
… and if he were asked how long he had been doing this, it would’ve been a long time. ]
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It looks a little like a pout. ]
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Kalim! Answer me!
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Mmnnngh....
[ ... but he's losing the battle, and the truth comes tumbling out, ]
Nothing! I didn't want you to know!
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You realize I'm the one who could get in trouble for this?!
[His voice is about an octave higher. He feels a little light-headed just thinking about it.]
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[ oh no... jamil looks... really stressed out, actually. this was why it was better to not tell him.
truth potions are dangerous... ]
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[He's not even responding to Kalim at this point. He's just hysterically going through worst case scenarios.]
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[ oh. Actually, that was definitely the wrong thing to say, but he is still going to push through it. ]
But we should talk about something else, you look really upset!