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[goldencharms]

this is kalim pls lv a msg

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[aididitmyway]

I want... to do more. With you. A lot more.

[she pauses for a moment, leaning in to kiss his cheek]

[goldencharms]

I wanna do more too...

[ he says with a slight whine, and then turns towards her, still hesitating, and then leaning in for a sweet, languid kiss ]

[aididitmyway]

[She was going to respond, but then he pulls her into a kiss and she's reluctant to break it.

But when he says that, she softly places a hand on his groin, though she doesn't do more until she has a more explicit "okay".]

[goldencharms]

[ when she does that, he lets out a desperate sound, and then he slowly, slowly breaks the kiss. ]

Ruby...

[ whatever little he had come down, out the window, his body wants more. ]

[aididitmyway]

I could... try to help? If you want? Or—

Whatever you want to do, Kalim. Unless you'd rather have a break.

[goldencharms]

[ he's really of two minds about this. and it's confusing to him, but he slowly nods after he tries to consider it carefully.

it's fine if it's just like this, right? ]

I'd like that...

[ he could do it himself too, but it being ruby... ]

[aididitmyway]

You'd... Okay. So—... what do you want me to do? I don't... I mean, I can guess how it works for guys, but...

[Because now she's hesitating because oh, oh, her brain is starting to catch up to her a little and she's still not against it but also she's like "wait, I don't know what I'm doing here, actually"]

[goldencharms]

Um...

[ explaining is hard on a Normal Day, this is even harder. and there's a moment where he questions what to do... ]

I can show you...

[aididitmyway]

I—um... sure.

Please?

[goldencharms]

[ he slowly turns onto his back, and undoes the buttons for his pants-- and even that much is more comfort, but also sends a shiver down his spine. he feels...

he doesn't know how to place it, with ruby watching him, but every part of him feels hyper aware, sensitive.

but there's only a little bit more to free himself from the confines of his underwear-- at which point, he lightly grabs Ruby's hand ]

Um...

[aididitmyway]

[oh she thought show meant like, watching?? and then it's like, right there?? her eyes widen for a moment, even as she lets kalim take her hand, but now there's a moment of hesitance because whew this is all getting pretty real and she didn't expect it to get this far earlier but here we are but she doesn't want to just leave kalim like this either and did she mention that wow kalim sure is right there and this sure is a first and wow he's basically right there, with a real life penis that she's about to touch

ok wait ruby you gotta focus if he's going to show you how to handle this]

... Whenever you're ready?

[goldencharms]

[ his head feels buzzy-- annoying things at the edge of it, that are distracting for him. he can't explain it, but placing her hand on him feels... well the buzzing stops for a second and gives way to that feeling ]

Not too tight...

[ she's right there, and this is so much ]

[aididitmyway]

[She wraps her hand around him, and her brain is just buzzing with some mild aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is happening. She's careful, and her touch is light (but maybe too light? She knows how easily guys seemed to get hurt from something painful happening there)

Maybe Kalim'll need to tell her to grip him a little tighter, because she's scared she'll hurt him.]

O... okay. Is that okay?

[goldencharms]

A little tighter…?

[ this is happening and she isn’t the only one buzzing about it, ]

And then you stroke…

[aididitmyway]

Mmm...

[She tightens her grip a little more... and strokes? It's a little slow and awkward, it's clear that this is wildly out of anything Ruby's ever done, but...

She's going to take to watching Kalim's expressions, too, looking between what she's stroking to how he's reacting.]

[goldencharms]

[ her starting slow is good, he can talk to her, tell her what he needs. And not being in control of it himself is so…

He bites his lips and closes his eyes, a full body shiver taking him at the thought ]

A- a little faster…

[aididitmyway]

[And she does what he says, picking up speed—but not too much, but there's something about having this control, having Kalim basically at her mercy, that makes everything seem... so much more, and that hotness she feels? It's building, just by seeing what's happening with him.]

If it's ever too much or not enough—

[goldencharms]

[ he nods quickly

he would do this differently, would have to do this differently, so it's hard to say. and yet, more beads of sweat, more want in his gaze, when he does open his eyes. ]

Feels... mm... Feels good.

[ he tries to be reassuring, but it takes so much to not completely lose his composure with her ]

[aididitmyway]

Good.

[After a moment, she changes position—just enough so that she can tug Kalim into a kiss, even as she keeps stroking him because that look isn't something she knew she wanted until she saw it on him.

She's not the boldest with her movements, sticking to whatever Kalim says is good, but that's because she doesn't want to do something and totally ruin it for him, especially since she barely knows what she's doing.]

[goldencharms]

[ he melts into the kiss, wanting it so desperately. he reaches up to cup he cheeks, to make up for the fact that oh oh he wants more. it feels so good.

and panting into her mouth, he mumbles, ]

Aaa--Faster...

[ his eyes half lidded, his body radiating heat. oh, he can barely stop panting into the kiss that he can't quite quit even to give more guidance ]

[aididitmyway]

[And faster she goes, maybe... experimenting just a little as she runs a thumb over the tip, but otherwise just focusing on stroking.

And kissing Kalim. That part? Super important, gotta make it happen, kissing Kalim is one of her favorite things to do no matter what's happening—]

[goldencharms]

[ that experiment gets a choked back moan from him, his going rigid with pleasure.

he didn't say to do it, but oh god, that felt good?? she can even feel the precum starting to dribble-- just making it easier ]

[aididitmyway]

[it does make it easier, but oh she wasn't expecting that much of a reaction??

... so she tries it again, because that seemed like a good big reaction.]

[goldencharms]

[ again-- he breaks the kiss, not because he wants to, but because he can't focus, softly moaning again and arching against her, all nervous energy. that coiled feeling in the pit of his stomach tightening to an almost unbearable level. ]

W... Wai...

[ he can't even talk, talking interrupted by sounds of pleasure. wait.

no, do it again.

wait, don't, he'll definitely come ]

[aididitmyway]

[but she can at least recognize the word, and—... she stops, hesitating for a moment]

Wai... t? Not good?