[ a pause, and he slows down for a moment. Wait... he was able to touch Jamil again?? He looks more seriously at where his arm is grabbing Jamil's, staring a little bit in disbelief. he hadn't thought anything of it when he reached out.
but he doesn't want to let go, not like when he couldn't touch his face anymore. he doesn't want to leave Jamil behind, and he's struck with the sudden fear that he will. And that everything will be gone soon.
It's like he short circuits. he doesn't want to die, but he knows it's going to happen, and he wants to enjoy every moment. but he doesn't want to be a ghost. and he doesn't want to abandon Jamil.
it's so quiet, but the thoughts in his head are so hard to ignore, he can't even remember what they were talking about. ]
no subject
[ a pause, and he slows down for a moment. Wait... he was able to touch Jamil again?? He looks more seriously at where his arm is grabbing Jamil's, staring a little bit in disbelief. he hadn't thought anything of it when he reached out.
but he doesn't want to let go, not like when he couldn't touch his face anymore. he doesn't want to leave Jamil behind, and he's struck with the sudden fear that he will. And that everything will be gone soon.
It's like he short circuits. he doesn't want to die, but he knows it's going to happen, and he wants to enjoy every moment. but he doesn't want to be a ghost. and he doesn't want to abandon Jamil.
it's so quiet, but the thoughts in his head are so hard to ignore, he can't even remember what they were talking about. ]