[ he says, more insistently, immediately putting his hands out to block the pot as much as possible. The last thing he wants is for Jamil to find himself in the state he was on the first day. The idea makes Kalim uncomfortable in ways that are hard to describe.
If he has to be there... Kalim wants him to have the awareness for every moment of it. To make his own choices, and to not feel like anyone has manipulated him into anything. ]
It makes your head go-- funny. And you can't really think through what you do.
[ he could describe it more clearly, or answer any of his other questions. But Kalim is more concerned about dissuading Jamil from drinking than anything else. ]
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[ he says, more insistently, immediately putting his hands out to block the pot as much as possible. The last thing he wants is for Jamil to find himself in the state he was on the first day. The idea makes Kalim uncomfortable in ways that are hard to describe.
If he has to be there... Kalim wants him to have the awareness for every moment of it. To make his own choices, and to not feel like anyone has manipulated him into anything. ]
It makes your head go-- funny. And you can't really think through what you do.
[ he could describe it more clearly, or answer any of his other questions. But Kalim is more concerned about dissuading Jamil from drinking than anything else. ]