What you feel matters.

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like it doesn't. So... I don't... I don't know what to do, Kalim. I don't want to be the reason you keep... taking on more blot or something. Or if I say something and it turns out to be bad, like the luck thing. I didn't realize what I was doing, and that was stupid and—

[she sniffs, holding back a sob.]